love

when i have you, but don't have you.
when i'm with you, but not with you.

when i'm sad, but don't want to be sad.

when i cry, but don't want to cry.

when i care, but don't want to care.

when i need you, but don't want to need you.
when i hold you, but don't want to hold you.
when i hug you, but don't want to hug you.
when i want you, but don't want to want you.
when i kiss you, but don't want to kiss you.
when i miss you, but don't want to miss you.
when i love you, but don't want to love you.

loving you is not easy .
but still, am madly in love with you.

What is 'love' ???